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I will never be "perfect"



My scars and imperfections define me to a certain degree... each one a reminder of a pain I have made it through.



I will never be "Skinny" or "Beautiful"



And that’s OK. I kick ass... I have something better than skinny and beautiful... I have character. And Class. And those are two things you don't see much of these days. I can live with that.



I traded having a flat stomach for having beautiful children... I never looked back.



I have moments of intense vulnerability... The likely hood of ANYONE knowing when these moments are is slim to none. I keep them to myself pretty effectively. I realize this is a defense mechanism... I also know its not one I will ever be able to move past.



I am more complicated than I would like to be... I have depth, and I have facets that could drive a lesser being into madness. I hate it... I love it... I can be completely consumed by it, and some days, completely repulsed by it. None the less... I accept it.



I somehow manage to be very wise, and very youthful all at once. Even I’m not sure how I pull that one off!



I will never forget who I was... but I will never stop redefining who I am becoming.



I have a very hard time trusting anymore. I had all of the trust within me flushed down someone else’s drain. But... I manage to trust those few truly important people. And I’m pretty sure that’s what counts.

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Dragonrouge
00:07 Jun 16 2009

"I will never forget who I was... but I will never stop redefining who I am becoming."

So true!

I am in the same way.

Thank you for this!

You are a noble person! Let the bastards get down!The lovely people have the duty to carry on!

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Nedra
03:57 Jun 23 2009

Ummmmm you look skinny and beautiful to me......



But character is better!!!

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